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[Jun. 5th, 2011|08:22 pm] |
At nights like this,
I deserve to be alone.
Im such a rotten person inside.
& this feeling is really lonely. |
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| Baby, im so lonely. |
[Jun. 5th, 2011|08:16 pm] |
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The words I'm saying right now, I don't know if they'l hurt you
They'll probably make you hate me forever
You, saying that I'm not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well
You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this
We were so in love,
and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now
Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
You didn't do anything wrong, I'm the strange one
It seems I've already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I'm confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly
You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this
We were so in love,
and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now
Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Cuz I'm just another girl
This night is lonely, I
Can't take any more, Good bye
Cuz I'm just another girl
I'm so lonely
Even though I'm by your side right now
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 29th, 2011|04:26 pm] |
Every meet up with you stirs up my deeply hidden feelings.
I guess i've never stop feeling for you, have I?
& I am still very much in love with planes.
Why am i never contented? Fucking feel like killing myself for that. Who on this earth can satisfy my hunger for the chase? |
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| The good-enough-shortest Update |
[Oct. 24th, 2010|05:54 pm] |
My two greatest dreams:
1. To get 45 by this Christmas.
2. To study in Melbourne during my 3rd year. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 14th, 2010|04:19 pm] |
Hello,
I broke my promise, I think i deserve to be shot.
But I'll never take you for granted. I never had. And I never will. Love you too dearly, I'd die for you.
I dont know how I could assure you again. Just understand.
Life is too short for all these sad chapters.
So please, tell me you'll forgive.
Bye. |
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| The boy I'm in love with, |
[Jul. 7th, 2010|06:42 pm] |
Isn't afraid to show me his weakness, fears and allows me to comfort and protect him once in a while.
Is proud of me, even when I did something really silly and was utterly embarrass. He'd still be proud to tell people that I'm his.
Allows me to send him home.
Bears with all my sudden cravings for food and will travel a long way with me to get them.
Will be jealous even if I tell him I saw a cute baby boy today.
Still asks me for my opinion every time he dresses, and let me pick up shirts I like him to wear.
Always let me pop his pimple, pluck his tiny stray strands of beard and clean his ears. Because I really enjoy doing them.
Breaks my heart, and heals them miraculously.
Will always challenge who has the loudest burp and insist that he wins.
Will kill me if i drink too much sweet stuff. Like literally, kill.
Likes me to sit beside him while he play games, while i try to understand.
Likes Liverpool.
Plays guitar and sings for me!
Says TTYL, but never remember to do that. And I love him anyway.
CANNOT COOK.
Acts like a little kid sometimes, which makes me find him extremely adorable.
Makes me proud of everything he does.
Makes me love him a little more each day.
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 22nd, 2010|10:06 am] |
Soon. I'll become a freshie again.
Hate that feeling. Its like you're the little nestling on the nest, so vulnerable and lonesome.
I am considering if i should skip orientation. ^^
No orientation = not freshie right?!
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| (no subject) |
[May. 19th, 2010|03:53 pm] |
Have you done stupid things that make you feel like hammering yourself on your head after that?
I do.
Everyday.
Why is everything my fault.
Fking tired of this job/life.
Want to quit this whole shit already. |
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| Distaste, much. |
[May. 19th, 2010|01:11 pm] |
Wonder why some people never have bad hair days / run out of clothes to wear / disgusting dark circles?
They shouldn't even be classified as human to start with. |
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